it's funny, at every gig I've played I've never felt completely at ease with the songs. I've always been either hideously under-practiced or at least anxious about the inevitable mistakes. usually people didn't notice the mistakes (when they were little) but they still happened. I've always got up on a stage and though "holy crap, i hope I'm lucky and get things right". but i think, based on my ease with the songs today, when we play our first few gigs I'll be really confident. which will mean i can be more of a performer than just a singer, which will mean an awesomer show for all our loyal fans! woot!
I'd like to make a formal apology here to Jordan; Jordan my friend, i am very sorry i broke your glasses. I know it pissed you off and i will endeavor to not invade your personal space again, unless it is to hug you, which you would probably hate anyway, but which would illicit a better response than the glasses breaking. also, you are rad and i love the new stuff you showed me today (seriously folks, it is GOLD. you just wait).